First Christmas married as a complete family unit. Ida walking, talking, understanding that the tree is a thing that is special and that there are presents and that family comes. She has opinions about all of it. She carried her stuffed bear to Debbie house and introduced the bear to Roy and Roy shook the bear hand very seriously and Ida thought this was the funniest thing that had ever happened.
Christmas dinner at our duplex this year for the first time. Tyler family came to us. I cooked Christmas dinner for twelve people in the duplex kitchen, which is not designed for twelve people, and I cooked in shifts and everything came out in the right order and nothing burned. Debbie sat in the living room and did not interfere and I could feel the restraint it required of her and I appreciated it completely.
Gloria came and sat in the chair by the window as always. Tyler family filled the rest of the space and the duplex held all of them and the food fed everyone and Ida sat in her high chair between Tyler and me and pointed at things and said their names and the room was full and warm and loud and mine. My kitchen. My table. My family. I said that quietly to myself while I was washing dishes and the party was still going on. Mine. Every beautiful loud complicated warm piece of it.
The small Bright Beginnings Daycare in the small downtown Prattville is the small workplace. The small toddler-room teacher role (ages 18-36 months). The small daycare-worker-salary plus the small fiancé-Cole’s small carpenter-paycheck is the small two-income engaged-couple budget. The small wedding-saving has been the small two-year-project.
Tyler Clarke (the small fiancé, 29, diesel-mechanic-from-Millbrook) works at a small trucking-company. The small wedding is planned for October 2026 with Gloria walking Savannah down the aisle. The small marriage will be the small first-stable-adult-relationship Savannah has had. The small foster-care upbringing means the small family-of-origin had been the small unstable-shape.
The small foster-care-history: Savannah went into the small Alabama-foster-care system at age six after the small mother’s incarceration and the small father’s absence. The small seven-foster-placements between infancy and age sixteen. The small last placement (Gloria and James Martin in Prattville, who became the small forever-parents) since age fourteen. The small Martin-foster-parents continued to be the small only-parents until James died in 2024 at 77 from a heart-attack mowing the lawn.
The small self-taught-Southern-cooking is the small kitchen-identity. The small no-grandmother-recipes-passed-down meant the small YouTube-and-cookbook-self-teaching from age sixteen onward. The small fried chicken, the small biscuits, the small mac-and-cheese, the small banana pudding, the small sweet tea are the small staples.
The small Gloria-Martin kitchen-mentorship (Gloria is the small foster-mom-now-mom) has been the small adult-cooking-development since the small fourteen-year-old. The small Gloria-Sunday-dinners-with-Savannah-cooking-now are the small weekly-rhythm since James passed. The small Gloria-recipes (Black-Southern-comfort-food the small chain of Gloria’s mother and grandmother) are the small heritage-by-adoption.
The small Prattville-small-town-community is the small social-context. The small First Baptist Church congregation is the small church-family. The small daycare-coworkers are the small adjacent-friend-network. The small Martin-family (Gloria, James who passed in 2024, plus the small current-foster-child Destiny age 6 in Gloria’s care) is the small chosen-family. The small Tyler’s-family-in-Millbrook (Debbie, Roy, and four-brothers) is the small in-law-family.
After everyone had their plates and Ida had berry juice on her chin and the duplex was still loud and warm and full, I needed a dessert that could hold its own without asking anything extra of me — no decorating, no fussing, nothing that required the kitchen to be quiet. A rustic tart is exactly that. You fold the edges up imperfect on purpose, and somehow that is what makes it beautiful. It felt right for the kind of table we had that night: nothing precious, nothing performative, just good food and the people I love most crowded into every corner of a space that finally, completely, felt like mine.
Blueberry-Blackberry Rustic Tart
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 40 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour | Servings: 8–10
Ingredients
- 1 1/4 cups all-purpose flour
- 1 tablespoon granulated sugar, plus 2 tablespoons for filling
- 1/4 teaspoon salt
- 1/2 cup (1 stick) cold unsalted butter, cut into small cubes
- 3–4 tablespoons ice water
- 1 1/2 cups fresh or frozen blueberries
- 1 1/2 cups fresh or frozen blackberries
- 2 tablespoons cornstarch
- 1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice
- 1 teaspoon lemon zest
- 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract
- 1 egg, beaten (for egg wash)
- 1 tablespoon coarse or turbinado sugar (for topping)
- Whipped cream or vanilla ice cream, for serving (optional)
Instructions
- Make the dough. In a large bowl, whisk together the flour, 1 tablespoon granulated sugar, and salt. Add the cold butter cubes and use your fingertips or a pastry cutter to work the butter into the flour until the mixture resembles coarse crumbs with pea-sized pieces remaining. Drizzle in ice water one tablespoon at a time, mixing gently just until the dough comes together. Shape into a disk, wrap in plastic, and refrigerate for at least 30 minutes.
- Make the filling. In a medium bowl, combine the blueberries, blackberries, remaining 2 tablespoons granulated sugar, cornstarch, lemon juice, lemon zest, and vanilla extract. Toss gently until the berries are evenly coated. Set aside.
- Preheat and roll. Preheat your oven to 400°F. Line a large baking sheet with parchment paper. On a lightly floured surface, roll the chilled dough into a rough 12-inch circle — it does not need to be perfect. Transfer to the prepared baking sheet.
- Assemble the tart. Spoon the berry filling onto the center of the dough, leaving a 2-inch border all around. Fold the edges of the dough up and over the outer edge of the filling, pleating as you go and pressing lightly to hold. The center will remain open.
- Finish and bake. Brush the folded crust edges with the beaten egg and sprinkle with coarse sugar. Bake for 35–40 minutes, until the crust is deep golden and the berry filling is bubbling. If the crust browns too quickly, tent loosely with foil.
- Cool and serve. Allow the tart to cool on the baking sheet for at least 20 minutes before slicing. Serve warm or at room temperature with whipped cream or vanilla ice cream if desired.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 210 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 11g | Carbs: 27g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 85mg