Blue-Ribbon Doughnuts

I visited Bellevue on Sunday, the first time in three weeks. COVID protocols ╬ôçö masks, distance, eating outside on the patio despite the forty-eight-degree weather because Karen insisted on fresh air, which is her way of managing what she can't control. David grilled burgers in his retirement uniform of khakis and a Boeing windbreaker, and I brought kongnamul-guk ╬ôçö soybean sprout soup, light and clear and exactly the right thing for a cold afternoon. Karen ate a full bowl. David ate half and said, "It's growing on me, Steph." He has been saying this about Korean food for two years. I think he means it now. Or he's gotten better at pretending. Either way, I'll take it.

David looks older. Not dramatically ╬ôçö he's sixty-seven, not ancient ╬ôçö but retirement has softened something in him. The sharpness that Boeing gave him, the engineer's posture of constant problem-solving, has relaxed into something looser and slightly lost. He's taken up woodworking in the garage, and he showed me a birdhouse he'd built, sanded smooth and painted blue, and I thought: this is what a man does when his purpose walks out the door and he has to build a new one from scratch. The birdhouse was beautiful. I told him so. He said, "It's crooked." It was not crooked.

Korean class this week covered honorifics ╬ôçö the elaborate system of speech levels that determines how you talk to someone based on age, relationship, and social status. My instructor explained it with the patience of someone who has watched a hundred heritage speakers crash against this wall. In English, I speak the same way to everyone. In Korean, the language itself encodes respect, deference, intimacy. There is a way to say "eat" to your grandmother and a different way to say it to your friend and another way entirely to say it to a child. I am learning a language that has opinions about how love is expressed depending on who you're loving. This feels important in ways I can't fully articulate yet.

Wednesday night I couldn't sleep and made hotteok at midnight ╬ôçö the sweet Korean pancakes filled with brown sugar and cinnamon and crushed peanuts, fried until the outside is crispy and the inside is molten. James found me at the stove at one AM, flipping pancakes in my pajamas, and instead of asking why, he just got plates. That's love, I think. Not asking why at one AM. Just getting plates.

The hotteok that brought James to the kitchen at one in the morning wasn’t really about the pancakes — it was about needing something warm, fried, and a little reckless in the best way. These Blue-Ribbon Doughnuts carry that same energy: golden outside, soft and sweet inside, the kind of thing you make not because the recipe called for it but because your hands needed to do something tender. If you don’t have the brown sugar and peanut filling on hand, this is the version that gets you to the same place — crispy dough, a dusting of sugar, and someone who loves you enough to just get the plates.

Prep Time: 25 min | Cook Time: 20 min | Total Time: 45 min (plus 1 hr rise time) | Servings: 18 doughnuts

Ingredients

2 1/4 teaspoons active dry yeast (1 packet)
3/4 cup warm whole milk (110°F)
1/4 cup warm water (110°F)
1/3 cup granulated sugar, plus more for rolling
1/2 teaspoon salt
2 large eggs, room temperature
1/3 cup unsalted butter, softened
3 1/2 cups all-purpose flour, plus more for dusting
Vegetable oil, for frying (about 4 cups)
1 cup powdered sugar (for glaze or dusting)
2–3 tablespoons milk (for glaze, optional)
1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract (for glaze, optional)

Instructions

Activate the yeast. Combine warm milk, warm water, and 1 teaspoon of the sugar in a large bowl. Sprinkle yeast over the top and let sit 5–10 minutes until foamy.
Mix the dough. Add remaining sugar, salt, eggs, and softened butter to the yeast mixture. Stir to combine. Add flour one cup at a time, mixing until a soft, slightly tacky dough forms.
Knead and rise. Turn dough onto a lightly floured surface and knead 5–7 minutes until smooth and elastic. Place in a lightly oiled bowl, cover with a clean towel, and let rise in a warm spot 1 hour or until doubled in size.
Cut the doughnuts. Punch down the dough and roll out on a floured surface to about 1/2-inch thickness. Use a 3-inch round cutter to cut doughnuts, then a 1-inch cutter for the holes. Re-roll scraps as needed. Place on a parchment-lined baking sheet and let rest 20 minutes.
Heat the oil. Pour vegetable oil into a heavy-bottomed pot or Dutch oven to a depth of 3 inches. Heat over medium to 365°F, using a thermometer for accuracy.
Fry the doughnuts. Working in batches of 2–3, carefully lower doughnuts into the hot oil. Fry 1–2 minutes per side until deep golden brown. Remove with a slotted spoon and drain on a wire rack set over paper towels.
Glaze or sugar. While doughnuts are still warm, either toss in granulated sugar or dip in a glaze made by whisking together powdered sugar, milk, and vanilla until smooth. Glaze should coat the back of a spoon. Let set 5 minutes before serving.

Nutrition (per serving)

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