I turned nineteen on January 8th, 2023, and the morning began with sweet potato pie because Mama will never make me a birthday cake and I will never want one. This is our contract. It is iron. The pie was from MawMaw Shirley's recipe card, which Mama has cooked from so many times that the card is stained with years of butter and vanilla, the stains layered like geological time — the 2018 stain, the 2020 stain, the 2023 stain. Each birthday preserved in grease spots. There are worse archives.
MawMaw Shirley called at 9 a.m. — the annual call, the tradition that has not wavered since I was old enough to hold a phone. "Nineteen," she said. "College girl." Then she said, "You still cooking?" and I said yes and she said, "Good. Keep cooking. The cooking keeps you." I wrote it down. The second notebook is almost full. I will need a third by summer.
Daddy gave me an envelope — not voter registration this year, but a gas card. Practical. Efficient. Marcus Robinson love language: things that keep his children's cars running and his children safe. He said, "This is so you can drive to Baker without worrying about the pump." I hugged him. He hugged back — brief, tight, the Marcus Robinson hug. He is not demonstrative. He does not need to be. The gas card is a love letter written in thirty-dollar increments.
I go back to LSU tomorrow. Spring semester. Chemistry 1202 — the dreaded organic chemistry prerequisite. Biology 1202. The pre-med path continues. I have packed my bags and my Tupperware and my one pot and my cutting board and MawMaw Shirley's recipe card in the plastic sleeve. I am ready. Not fearless-ready — I am afraid of organic chemistry, specifically and rationally — but prepared-ready, which is different and better. Fear is a feeling. Preparation is a decision. I choose preparation. I choose to stir.
MawMaw Shirley said the cooking keeps you, and I wrote it down, and I believe it — but I also know I’m heading back to Baton Rouge with one pot and a cutting board, not Mama’s oven. So while MawMaw Shirley’s sweet potato pie lives in its plastic-sleeved recipe card, I needed something I could actually make in a dorm kitchen: no baking, no forgetting to preheat, no organic chemistry–level precision required. Biscoff Pie is that pie — a little indulgent, a little unexpected, and entirely something I can call mine. Preparation is a decision. This is mine.
Biscoff Pie
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 0 minutes | Total Time: 4 hours 20 minutes (includes chilling) | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 2 cups Biscoff cookie crumbs (about 30 cookies, crushed)
- 5 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted
- 8 oz cream cheese, softened to room temperature
- 1 cup Biscoff cookie butter spread, plus 3 tablespoons for drizzle
- 1 cup powdered sugar, sifted
- 8 oz whipped topping (such as Cool Whip), thawed
- 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract
- Pinch of fine sea salt
- 4–5 whole Biscoff cookies, for garnish
Instructions
- Make the crust. Combine the Biscoff cookie crumbs and melted butter in a bowl and stir until the crumbs are evenly coated. Press the mixture firmly and evenly into the bottom and up the sides of a 9-inch pie dish. Place in the refrigerator to firm up for at least 15 minutes.
- Beat the cream cheese. In a large bowl, use a hand mixer or stand mixer to beat the softened cream cheese on medium speed until completely smooth and fluffy, about 2 minutes. Scrape down the sides of the bowl as needed.
- Add the cookie butter and sugar. Add 1 cup of Biscoff spread, the sifted powdered sugar, vanilla extract, and a pinch of salt to the cream cheese. Beat on medium speed until fully combined and creamy, about 1–2 minutes.
- Fold in the whipped topping. Using a rubber spatula, gently fold the thawed whipped topping into the filling in two additions, taking care not to deflate it. Fold until no white streaks remain and the mixture is light and uniform.
- Fill the crust. Spoon the filling into the chilled crust and smooth the top evenly with the spatula.
- Chill the pie. Cover loosely with plastic wrap and refrigerate for at least 4 hours, or overnight for best results. The filling will set up firm enough to slice cleanly.
- Finish and serve. Before serving, warm the remaining 3 tablespoons of Biscoff spread in the microwave for 15–20 seconds until just pourable. Drizzle it over the top of the pie. Arrange whole or broken Biscoff cookies along the edge or center for garnish. Slice and serve cold.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 490 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 29g | Carbs: 55g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 290mg