Research proposal submitted, final exams done, semester complete. Three classes. I do not have all the final grades yet but I know how the exams and papers went and I know I passed everything well. Three classes while working full-time as lead teacher for eight toddlers. I am doing this. I am doing more than surviving it. I am doing it well.
Keisha came over Saturday and we made a big pot of soup together, vegetable beef, the kind that uses whatever you have. I had carrots and potatoes and celery and she brought beef stew meat and we spent the afternoon making it, trading tasks, stirring and chopping and adjusting the seasoning. Her mother taught her to add Worcestershire sauce and I had never done that. The soup was excellent. Better than either of us would have made alone.
I have been thinking about next year. Three semesters in, enough credit hours that I can see the full shape of the associate degree. I will have it in another eighteen months or so if I keep at this pace. And then the four-year question is in front of me again. Whether to transfer somewhere. Whether it is possible. Whether I should keep going past where I can see clearly.
I talked to Gloria about this on Sunday, about the four-year question. She was quiet for a moment, which is her thinking face. Then she said: the question of whether you can do something is not the real question anymore. You already know you can do things. The question is what you want. What do you want? I sat with that question all the way home and am still sitting with it.
The soup Keisha and I made that Saturday is the one I keep coming back to—not just because it was good, but because of how it got made, two people trading tasks at the stove and ending up with something neither of us could have pulled off the same way alone. This beef stew is the closest thing I have to that afternoon in recipe form: humble ingredients, low and slow, the kind of dish that rewards patience and good company. The Worcestershire sauce is non-negotiable now.
Beef Stew
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 2 hours | Total Time: 2 hours 20 minutes | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs beef stew meat, cut into 1-inch cubes
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1 teaspoon salt
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 3 medium carrots, sliced into rounds
- 3 medium potatoes, peeled and cubed
- 3 stalks celery, chopped
- 2 tablespoons tomato paste
- 2 tablespoons Worcestershire sauce
- 4 cups beef broth
- 1 teaspoon dried thyme
- 1 bay leaf
- 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour (optional, for thickening)
Instructions
- Brown the beef. Heat olive oil in a large heavy-bottomed pot or Dutch oven over medium-high heat. Season beef cubes with salt and pepper, then add to the pot in a single layer. Brown on all sides, about 4–5 minutes total. Remove beef and set aside.
- Sauté the aromatics. In the same pot, add the diced onion and celery. Cook over medium heat until softened, about 4 minutes. Add garlic and cook for 1 more minute, stirring frequently.
- Build the base. Stir in tomato paste and Worcestershire sauce, coating the onion mixture. If using flour for a thicker stew, sprinkle it in now and stir to combine.
- Add broth and beef. Return the browned beef to the pot. Pour in the beef broth and stir to combine. Add thyme and bay leaf. Bring to a boil, then reduce heat to low.
- Simmer low and slow. Cover and simmer for 1 hour, stirring occasionally, until the beef begins to turn tender.
- Add the vegetables. Add carrots and potatoes to the pot. Cover and continue to simmer for another 45–60 minutes, until vegetables are fork-tender and the beef is fully cooked through.
- Taste and adjust. Remove the bay leaf. Taste the broth and adjust seasoning with additional salt, pepper, or Worcestershire sauce as needed. Serve hot.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 320 | Protein: 27g | Fat: 11g | Carbs: 28g | Fiber: 4g | Sodium: 680mg