Back on the construction site. First day in five weeks. The mask is weird — framing a house with a mask on is like eating soup with a scarf. The glasses fog. The mask gets wet with sweat. The communication is muffled. But we're working. The work is the thing. The work is the reason I get up at five and drive across Lexington and stand in the sun and tell younger men where to put things. The work is identity. Five weeks without it was five weeks of being a man without a title, and a man without a title is a man who makes too much soup.
My crew is smaller now — six instead of ten. Social distancing on a framing site is theoretical at best. You can't frame a wall six feet apart. You need two men on each end and the wall is eight feet and the math doesn't math. But we mask, we wash, we do what the rules say, and we build. The house doesn't care about the virus. The house needs a roof. We provide the roof. That's the contract.
This week the company promoted me. Senior foreman. I'm now managing three crews across three sites instead of one. More driving, more phone calls, more responsibility. More money, too, which matters because Clay's legal bills are paid but the medical bills are starting and the VA covers a lot but not everything and the "not everything" is the part that keeps me checking the bank account at two AM.
To celebrate (quietly, at home, because celebrating during a pandemic feels inappropriate), I smoked a pork shoulder. Twelve hours. The full treatment. Clay helped tend the fire — he's learning the smoker now, the patience of maintaining temperature for twelve hours, the zen of smoke and time. He said "This is like cooking therapy but with more waiting." I said "All therapy is waiting. The sauce is optional."
The pork was good. Clay's fire management was decent — he let it get too hot once, spiked to 300, which I caught and corrected. But he recovered. He brought it back to 225. He adjusted. He didn't panic. Recovery from a spike is about not panicking. About adjusting calmly. About trusting that the temperature can be brought down even after it's gone too high. Metaphor acknowledged. Metaphor not stated. We ate pork.
Clay’s still learning the smoker, and a twelve-hour pork shoulder is a long classroom — but the lesson that stuck, the one about recovering from a spike without panicking, is the same one that makes these Barbecue Chicken Bits such a good follow-up cook for a new student. They’re forgiving, fast relative to a full shoulder, and they reward the same attention to heat that we practiced that afternoon. After a week of mask-fogged glasses, predawn drives, and a promotion I’m still processing, I wanted something with smoke and sauce that didn’t require twelve more hours of standing watch — and this delivered.
Barbecue Chicken Bits
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 25 min | Total Time: 40 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 2 lbs boneless, skinless chicken thighs, cut into 1 1/2-inch pieces
- 1 cup your favorite BBQ sauce, divided
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/2 teaspoon onion powder
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper (optional)
- 2 tablespoons apple cider vinegar
- 1 tablespoon brown sugar
Instructions
- Marinate the chicken. In a large bowl, combine olive oil, smoked paprika, garlic powder, onion powder, salt, black pepper, and cayenne if using. Add chicken pieces and toss to coat evenly. Let rest at room temperature for 10 minutes while you prep the grill or heat a cast iron skillet over medium-high.
- Mix the finishing sauce. Stir together 3/4 cup BBQ sauce, apple cider vinegar, and brown sugar in a small saucepan over low heat. Warm until the sugar dissolves and the sauce loosens slightly, about 3 minutes. Remove from heat and set aside.
- Sear the chicken. Working in batches if needed to avoid crowding, cook chicken pieces for 4 to 5 minutes per side over medium-high heat until well browned and cooked through to an internal temperature of 165°F. Do not move them around — let the crust develop.
- Glaze and caramelize. Reduce heat to medium-low. Pour the warmed finishing sauce over the chicken in the pan and toss to coat. Cook an additional 2 to 3 minutes, stirring occasionally, until the sauce thickens and clings to each piece with a slight char at the edges.
- Rest and serve. Transfer to a platter and drizzle with the remaining 1/4 cup of BBQ sauce. Let rest 3 minutes before serving. Best alongside coleslaw, cornbread, or anything that can hold up to the sauce.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 31g | Fat: 11g | Carbs: 18g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 620mg