Noah starts high school. The pandemic high school — hybrid model, some days in person, some days on screen, the whole thing uncertain and shifting and held together by teachers who are trying and administrators who are guessing and parents who are hoping. Noah walked through the doors of Roosevelt High School on a Tuesday in September with a saxophone case in one hand and a mask on his face and the quiet determination of a boy who has decided that high school will be what he makes it, virus or no virus.
He made the jazz band. Freshman year, first chair alto sax. The band director heard him play at the audition and said, "Where did you learn that?" Noah said, "YouTube and practice." The director said, "Keep doing both." Noah came home and told me this and I could see the glow — not pride exactly, but recognition, the recognition of a person who has spent two years practicing in his bedroom and has finally been told by someone who isn't his mother that the practicing mattered. It mattered. The practice always mattered. The music always mattered. The boy who played "Summertime" at his middle school concert is playing it at the high school now, and the notes are different — deeper, more confident, the notes of someone who has found his instrument and his voice and knows they are the same thing.
Jack turns nine on September fifteenth. The birthday party was small — pandemic small, family only, the backyard decorated with sunflowers from the garden because Jack requested a "harvest-themed" birthday and Jack's requests are agricultural policy. The cake was carrot cake — his choice, because the carrots came from the garden and Jack wanted a cake made from something he grew, and the fact that a nine-year-old wants a carrot cake for his birthday instead of a chocolate one is the most Jack fact I know. I made it with cream cheese frosting and grated garden carrots and the cake was dense and moist and tasted like earth and sugar, the combination that is Jack, the boy who is earth and sweetness in equal measure.
He got seeds for his birthday (always), a field guide to Iowa wildflowers (his request), and Marlene's quilt. The quilt arrived in a box from Grinnell — Mom finished it the week before, mailed it because she still can't visit safely, and Jack opened the box and unfolded the quilt and it was beautiful. Farm blocks. Tractor patterns. Greens and golds and the brown of Iowa soil. He wrapped it around himself and sat on the porch and said nothing for five minutes, which in Jack is the equivalent of a standing ovation, and I called Mom and held the phone toward the porch so she could hear the silence, because Marlene understands Jack's silence the way she understands Roger's, and the silence said everything.
Jack’s whole birthday was a harvest celebration — the sunflowers from the yard, the carrot cake from his own garden rows — and that spirit of pulling something beautiful straight from the earth stayed with me long after the candles were blown out. This Autumn Salad has become our go-to for any gathering that calls for something that looks like the season feels: warm golds, deep reds, a little sweetness, a little bite. It’s the kind of dish that belongs on a table surrounded by people you love, which is exactly the table we had that September afternoon.
Autumn Salad
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 5 min | Total Time: 20 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 6 cups mixed salad greens or baby arugula
- 1 large crisp apple (Honeycrisp or Fuji), cored and thinly sliced
- 1/2 cup dried cranberries
- 1/2 cup pecan halves, toasted
- 1/4 cup crumbled goat cheese
- 1/4 small red onion, very thinly sliced
- 3 tablespoons apple cider vinegar
- 2 tablespoons pure maple syrup
- 1 teaspoon Dijon mustard
- 1/4 teaspoon salt
- 1/8 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/4 cup olive oil
Instructions
- Toast the pecans. In a small dry skillet over medium heat, toast the pecan halves for 3—5 minutes, stirring frequently, until fragrant and lightly golden. Remove from heat and let cool.
- Make the vinaigrette. In a small bowl or jar, whisk together the apple cider vinegar, maple syrup, Dijon mustard, salt, and pepper. Slowly drizzle in the olive oil while whisking continuously until the dressing is emulsified and smooth. Taste and adjust seasoning.
- Prep the apple. Slice the apple just before assembling to minimize browning. If making ahead, toss the slices in a little lemon juice to keep them bright.
- Assemble the salad. Spread the greens across a large serving platter or bowl. Arrange the apple slices, dried cranberries, red onion, and toasted pecans over the top. Scatter the crumbled goat cheese evenly across the salad.
- Dress and serve. Drizzle the maple vinaigrette over the salad just before serving — start with about half and add more to taste. Toss gently or leave arranged and let guests toss their own portions. Serve immediately.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 225 | Protein: 4g | Fat: 15g | Carbs: 21g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 130mg