I looked at the space.
The real estate investor — his name is David Chen, second-generation Chinese-American, owns commercial properties across Houston — drove me to Washington Avenue on Thursday after work. The space: 2,000 square feet, formerly a Thai restaurant that closed in 2018. Full kitchen — hood system, gas lines, grease trap, walk-in cooler. Dining room seats forty-five. Small bar area. Parking lot in the back big enough for the smoker.
I walked through the kitchen. I ran my hand along the stainless steel prep tables (my company's brand — I recognized them). I checked the hood system (functional, needs new filters). I opened the walk-in (cold, clean, the compressor humming). I stood in the dining room and looked at the empty tables and the bare walls and the floor that needed refinishing and I saw — for one terrifying, thrilling second — my name on the wall. Bobby Tran BBQ.
David said, "Rent is $4,500 a month. Triple net. I'll give you the first two months free as build-out time." $4,500 a month. That's $54,000 a year before I sell a single plate. Before utilities, insurance, labor, food cost. A restaurant is a money pit that you fill with your savings and your sanity and hope that enough plates sell to keep the pit from swallowing you.
I said, "I need to think about it." He said, "Take your time. The space isn't going anywhere." He's patient. Real estate investors can afford patience.
I drove to Ma's. I didn't tell her about the space. I sat at her table and ate pho and she looked at me and said, "Something's different." I said, "Just tired." She said, "You're not tired. You're thinking." She sees through me the way she sees through broth: completely, effortlessly, without instruments.
I'm thinking. I'm thinking about $4,500 a month and a kitchen that could be mine and a dining room that could seat forty-five people and a parking lot where the smoker could live permanently and a sign that says Bobby Tran BBQ and whether the half-Vietnamese shrimp boat dropout has the right to want something this big.
Made fish sauce brisket this weekend. The same recipe. The same technique. But it tasted different. It tasted like a question.
The answer is coming. I can feel it. I just need a little more time at the smoker, a little more time with the fire, a little more time being still before everything moves.
The fish sauce brisket I made this weekend was the same recipe I’ve made a hundred times — same smoke, same technique, same patience — but it came out tasting like something unfinished, like a sentence that stops in the middle. I couldn’t serve that to forty-five people yet. Not until I know the answer. So instead I made these lettuce wraps, which have all the same fish sauce heat and Vietnamese soul I was reaching for, and are small enough to hold in your hand while you’re still figuring out what you’re doing with your life. They’re bright and alive and gone in a bite — the kind of food that doesn’t wait for you to be ready.
Asian-Style Chicken Lettuce Wraps
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 15 min | Total Time: 30 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 1 lb ground chicken
- 1 tablespoon sesame oil
- 1 tablespoon vegetable oil
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 tablespoon fresh ginger, grated
- 3 tablespoons soy sauce
- 1 tablespoon fish sauce
- 1 tablespoon rice vinegar
- 1 tablespoon hoisin sauce
- 1 teaspoon chili garlic sauce (or to taste)
- 1 can (8 oz) water chestnuts, drained and roughly chopped
- 3 green onions, thinly sliced
- 1/4 cup fresh cilantro, chopped
- 1 head butter lettuce or iceberg lettuce, leaves separated
- Cooked white rice or rice noodles, for serving (optional)
- Lime wedges, for serving
Instructions
- Make the sauce. In a small bowl, whisk together the soy sauce, fish sauce, rice vinegar, hoisin sauce, and chili garlic sauce. Set aside.
- Cook the aromatics. Heat vegetable oil in a large skillet or wok over medium-high heat. Add garlic and ginger and stir-fry for about 30 seconds until fragrant, watching carefully so it doesn’t burn.
- Brown the chicken. Add the ground chicken to the pan. Break it apart with a wooden spoon and cook for 6–8 minutes, stirring frequently, until cooked through and beginning to brown in spots. Drain any excess liquid.
- Add sauce and water chestnuts. Pour the sauce over the chicken and stir to coat. Add the chopped water chestnuts and cook for another 2 minutes, letting everything come together and the sauce reduce slightly.
- Finish with sesame oil. Remove from heat and drizzle with sesame oil. Fold in the green onions and about half the cilantro.
- Assemble and serve. Spoon the chicken mixture into individual lettuce cups. Top with remaining cilantro and a squeeze of lime. Serve immediately while the filling is hot and the lettuce is cold — that contrast is the whole point.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 280 | Protein: 24g | Fat: 14g | Carbs: 12g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 890mg
About the cook who shared this
Bobby Tran
Week 199 of Bobby’s 30-year story
· Houston, Texas
Bobby Tran was born in a refugee camp in Arkansas to parents who fled Saigon with nothing. He grew up in Houston straddling two worlds — Vietnamese at home, Texan everywhere else — and learned to cook from his mother's pho and a neighbor's BBQ smoker. He's a former shrimper, a recovering alcoholic, a divorced dad of three, and the guy who marinates brisket in fish sauce and lemongrass because he doesn't believe in borders, especially when it comes to flavor.