Church rummage sale. The Swedish Evangelical Lutheran Church holds one every June, and I've been working it since 1985, which means I've been sorting through donated clothing and mismatched dishware and mysterious kitchen gadgets for thirty-one years. This year I was in charge of the baked goods table, which is the assignment I was born for.
I baked for three days straight. Cinnamon rolls — kanelbullar — forty of them, each one hand-shaped, brushed with egg wash, sprinkled with pearl sugar. Limpa rye bread, six loaves. Pepparkakor, four dozen. And a batch of Swedish almond cake — mandeltårta — because Pastor Lindqvist mentioned last month that it was his favorite and I am not above using baked goods as a tool of ecclesiastical diplomacy.
The church is small — maybe a hundred members now, down from three hundred when I was a girl. The building is on Fourth Street, brick, built in 1922 by Swedish immigrants who wanted God to have a nice house in Duluth. It has stained glass windows depicting scenes from the Gospels with decidedly Scandinavian-looking apostles — blond Jesus has been a theological discussion point for decades, but nobody's changed the windows because they're too beautiful to argue with.
I was baptized here. Confirmed here. Married here. My parents were married here. Lars's funeral was here. Pappa's funeral was here. The church holds my whole life in its walls and I attend every Sunday not entirely because I believe every word of every sermon but because belief and belonging are not the same thing, and I belong here.
Paul came to help with setup — moving tables, hauling boxes, doing the physical work with the quiet competence of a man who's been volunteering at his wife's church for twenty-eight years. Paul is technically Norwegian Lutheran, which Mamma pointed out at our wedding and has not mentioned since (this is not true — she mentions it annually, but with decreasing vehemence).
The rummage sale raised $2,400, which will go toward the building fund. The cinnamon rolls sold out in forty minutes. The mandeltårta lasted twenty minutes. I'm choosing to interpret this as a reflection of my baking and not of the congregation's hunger, though it may be both.
After the sale, I sat in the empty church for a few minutes. The late afternoon light came through the stained glass and made colored patterns on the pews. I thought about Mamma sitting in this same pew, holding my hand, singing hymns in Swedish that I only half-understood. I thought about Pappa's big rough hand on my shoulder during the Lord's Prayer. I thought about Lars's casket at the front of the church, covered in white flowers, and the sound of my mother's crying, which I had never heard before and which sounded like something breaking that would never be fully repaired.
I came home and made a simple dinner — open-faced sandwiches, smörgås, the way Mamma makes them. Rye bread, butter, sliced ham, pickled beets, cucumber. You eat them with a knife and fork because they're too loaded to pick up, and you have strong coffee afterward, and it's a meal that says "we are Swedish and we are tired and this is enough."
The mandeltörta — Pastor Lindqvist’s favorite — was gone in twenty minutes flat, and every year I tell myself I’ll make more of it, and every year I underestimate how fast a room full of Lutherans can move when there’s almond cake involved. These Almond Malted Brittle Bars aren’t mandeltörta, but they carry the same spirit: toasted almonds, a little sweetness, the kind of thing you cut into squares and pile on a paper plate and watch disappear. They’re what I make now when I want that same almond warmth without a three-layer cake — simple enough for a tired Tuesday after a long day of sorting donated candlesticks and mismatched mittens, and good enough that nobody asks questions.
Almond Malted Brittle Bars
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 28 minutes | Total Time: 43 minutes | Servings: 16 bars
Ingredients
- 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, melted and slightly cooled
- 3/4 cup packed light brown sugar
- 1/4 cup granulated sugar
- 1/3 cup malted milk powder
- 1 large egg
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 1 cup all-purpose flour
- 1/2 teaspoon baking powder
- 1/4 teaspoon fine salt
- 3/4 cup sliced almonds, divided
- 1/2 cup toffee bits (such as Heath baking bits)
- Flaky sea salt, for finishing (optional)
Instructions
- Preheat and prepare. Heat your oven to 350°F. Line an 8x8-inch baking pan with parchment paper, leaving an overhang on two sides so you can lift the bars out cleanly after baking. Lightly butter any exposed pan edges.
- Mix the wet ingredients. In a medium bowl, whisk together the melted butter, brown sugar, granulated sugar, and malted milk powder until smooth and well combined. Add the egg and vanilla extract and whisk again until the mixture is glossy and uniform.
- Add the dry ingredients. Add the flour, baking powder, and salt to the bowl. Switch to a rubber spatula and fold until just combined — do not overmix. The batter will be thick.
- Fold in almonds and toffee. Reserve 2 tablespoons of the sliced almonds for topping, then fold the remaining almonds and all of the toffee bits into the batter.
- Spread and top. Scrape the batter into the prepared pan and spread it into an even layer using the spatula or the back of a spoon. Scatter the reserved sliced almonds evenly over the top. If using flaky salt, add a light pinch now.
- Bake. Bake for 26–28 minutes, until the top is deep golden brown and the edges are set. A toothpick inserted in the center should come out with just a few moist crumbs. Do not underbake — the slightly darker color is what gives these bars their brittle, caramelized character.
- Cool and cut. Let the bars cool in the pan for at least 20 minutes before lifting out using the parchment overhang. Transfer to a cutting board and cut into 16 squares. Cool completely before storing, or serve warm if you can’t wait.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 195 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 10g | Carbs: 25g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 95mg
About the cook who shared this
Linda Johansson
Week 11 of Linda’s 30-year story
· Duluth, Minnesota
Linda is a sixty-three-year-old retired nurse from Duluth, Minnesota, living alone in the house where she raised her children and said goodbye to her husband. She lost Paul to ALS in 2020 after two years of watching the kindest man she'd ever known lose everything but his dignity. She cooks Scandinavian comfort food and Minnesota hotdish and the pot roast Paul loved, and she sets two places at the table out of habit because it makes her feel less alone. Every recipe she writes is a person she's loved.