The bakery's one-year-and-six-month mark. Not a real anniversary — no one celebrates eighteen months — but I counted anyway because counting is what you do when you are not sure the thing you built will last. Eighteen months and we are still here. Still open. Still making conchas at 4 AM and selling them by 7 and starting over the next day. The rhythm holds. The rhythm is the thing.
Sofia has settled into middle school with the adaptability of a girl who has been adapting her whole life. She made friends — a group of girls who eat lunch together and talk about things I don't understand because I am thirty-nine and they are eleven and the gap between thirty-nine and eleven is filled with a language I have forgotten and they haven't learned yet. She seems happy. Happy looks different on Sofia than on the other kids — on Sofia, happy looks focused, like joy is a task she's completing efficiently.
Camila came home from pre-K with a painting. It was abstract — swirls of red and blue and yellow — and when I asked what it was she said, "It's Abuela Rosa making tortillas in heaven." I said Abuela Rosa is not in heaven, she is in Juárez. Camila said, "She's in both." She is four and she is a theologian and I am not equipped to argue with either her theology or her art.
The bakery's second catering job came in: a baptism reception for a family in the Segundo Barrio. Fifty guests, conchas, empanadas, and a tres leches cake. The family's grandmother — a woman named Doña Consuelo who shares a name with my own grandmother — tasted the conchas and said, "These taste like home." And that is the review I want. Not "these taste good." Not "these taste professional." "These taste like home." Because that is what Rosa's recipes are. They are not cuisine. They are coordinates. They point you back to where you came from.
Luis and I had a rare night alone this week. Carmen took the kids — all five, God bless her patience and her living room — and Luis and I sat on the couch and watched a movie we'd been meaning to watch for three months and fell asleep twenty minutes in because we are thirty-nine and forty-one and 3 AM wake-up calls make movie-watching a high-risk activity. We woke up at 10 PM on the couch, the TV still playing, and Luis said, "We should do this more often," and I said, "Fall asleep?" and he said, "Be together without anyone needing something." And he was right. We are always needed. We are always pouring out. We never fill back up. That night on the couch, asleep and together and needing nothing, was filling back up.
I made flautas this week — corn tortillas rolled tight around shredded chicken, fried crispy, served with crema and guacamole and shredded lettuce. Flautas are party food. They are the food you make when you want the table to be loud and hands to be reaching and no one to be thinking about anything except the crunch and the filling and the way crema drips down your wrist. I made them because the week felt heavy — Rosa, the bakery, the endless math of money — and heavy weeks need crunchy food. It is science. I don't have Diego's vocabulary for it, but I know it in my hands: when life is soft with worry, make something crispy. The contrast heals.
The flautas I made that week were instinct — something my hands knew before my brain did. But when the week keeps pulling at you and you need that same bright, defiant flavor without the rolling and the frying and the oil, this is the recipe I come back to. Salsa verde does what crema and guacamole do on those flautas: it cuts through the heaviness, it says you are still here, and the food is still good. Fifteen minutes, one pan, and a ripe avocado — Luis and I have eaten this at the kitchen table after the kids are down more times than I can count, and it has never once let us down.
15 Minute Salsa Verde Chicken with Avocado
Prep Time: 5 min | Cook Time: 10 min | Total Time: 15 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs boneless, skinless chicken breasts, pounded to even thickness (about 3/4 inch)
- 1 cup salsa verde, jarred or fresh
- 1 large ripe avocado, pitted and sliced
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1 teaspoon ground cumin
- 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/2 teaspoon onion powder
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- Juice of 1 lime
- Fresh cilantro, roughly chopped, for serving
- Lime wedges, for serving
Instructions
- Season the chicken. Pat chicken breasts dry with paper towels. In a small bowl, combine cumin, garlic powder, onion powder, salt, and pepper. Rub the spice mixture evenly over both sides of each chicken breast.
- Sear the chicken. Heat olive oil in a large skillet over medium-high heat until shimmering. Add chicken in a single layer and cook undisturbed for 4 to 5 minutes, until golden brown on the bottom.
- Flip and add salsa verde. Flip the chicken, then pour the salsa verde over and around the pieces. Reduce heat to medium and cook for another 4 to 5 minutes, or until chicken is cooked through and registers 165°F internally. Spoon salsa over the chicken once or twice as it cooks.
- Rest and finish. Remove the pan from heat and squeeze lime juice over the chicken. Let rest for 2 minutes so the juices settle.
- Serve. Plate the chicken topped with avocado slices and fresh cilantro. Spoon the pan salsa over everything and serve with extra lime wedges on the side. Goes well over rice, with warm tortillas, or alongside a simple green salad.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 320 | Protein: 37g | Fat: 15g | Carbs: 9g | Fiber: 4g | Sodium: 510mg