Camila turns nine on October 8. The singing party is back — post-pandemic, live audience, twenty people (not thirty — the pandemic has permanently reduced her gatherings, which is the only permanent reduction Camila has accepted with something approaching grace). She performed twelve songs in a gold dress (gold is her color now — the performance color, the stage color, the color that says I am not pink anymore, I am gold). She sang "De Colores" first (always first). She sang originals, including a new one called "Concha's Song" — about the dog, not the bread, though both are named Concha and the song deliberately blurs the line: "Concha sits by the door, Concha wants to eat more, Concha is sweet and round, the best Concha in town." The audience didn't know if the song was about a dog or a pastry. Camila said: "It's about both. That's art."
Luis Jr. promoted to Specialist. He told us at Sunday dinner with his usual flat delivery: "I made E-4." I said: "What does that mean in human words?" He said: "More money, more responsibility." He is twenty-one. He has been in the Army for three years. He has survived a deployment and a pandemic and the particular transformation of a boy into a man that the military facilitates through push-ups and discipline and the removal of everything that isn't essential. What is essential about Luis Jr.: the laugh. The coffee. The Sunday dinners. The concha from his mother's bakery. Everything else the Army can have.
I made tres leches for Camila's birthday — the tradition, Sofia's decorations (this year: a fondant ukulele, a fondant microphone, and a fondant Concha-the-dog, which looked more like a fondant potato but which Camila declared "perfect because art is subjective"). Nine candles. Wish: unknown. The vault has been sealed since age seven. The wishes are private. The privacy is the growth. And the growth is the girl becoming the woman who will fill rooms with her voice the way Rosa filled rooms with her presence, and the filling is the gift, and the gift is both: the dog and the bread. Both Conchas. Both loved. Both round. Both sweet. Art.
The tres leches is always the star at Camila’s birthday — nine candles, Sofia’s fondant decorations, the whole tradition — but twenty people means a second dessert on the table, and these Strawberry Oatmeal Bars have become just as expected as the singing. They have that golden, crumbly top that feels right for a girl who has decided gold is her color now, and the strawberry layer is bright and a little tart, which is also a fair description of Camila herself. I make a double batch: one for the party, one for Luis Jr. to take back with him, because the Army can have a lot of things but it does not get to have all of my baking.
Strawberry Oatmeal Bars
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 35 min | Total Time: 50 min | Servings: 16 bars
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
- 1 1/2 cups old-fashioned rolled oats
- 3/4 cup packed light brown sugar
- 1/2 teaspoon baking soda
- 1/4 teaspoon salt
- 3/4 cup (1 1/2 sticks) unsalted butter, melted and slightly cooled
- 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
- 1 cup strawberry jam or preserves
- 1 cup fresh strawberries, hulled and finely diced
- 1 tablespoon lemon juice
- 1 tablespoon cornstarch
Instructions
- Preheat and prep. Preheat oven to 350°F. Line a 9x13-inch baking pan with parchment paper, leaving an overhang on two sides for easy lifting.
- Make the oat mixture. In a large bowl, whisk together the flour, oats, brown sugar, baking soda, and salt. Stir in the melted butter and vanilla until the mixture is evenly moistened and clumps together when pressed.
- Press the base. Reserve 1 1/4 cups of the oat mixture for the topping. Press the remaining mixture firmly and evenly into the bottom of the prepared pan to form a compact crust.
- Prepare the strawberry filling. In a small bowl, stir together the strawberry jam, diced fresh strawberries, lemon juice, and cornstarch until combined. Spread the filling evenly over the pressed crust, leaving a small border around the edges.
- Add the topping. Sprinkle the reserved oat mixture evenly over the strawberry filling, pressing gently so it adheres without completely covering the fruit layer.
- Bake. Bake for 32 to 38 minutes, until the top is golden brown and the filling is bubbling at the edges. The bars will look slightly underdone in the center — they firm up as they cool.
- Cool completely before cutting. Allow the bars to cool in the pan on a wire rack for at least 1 hour. Use the parchment overhang to lift the slab out, then cut into 16 bars. For cleanest cuts, refrigerate for 30 minutes after cooling.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 245 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 9g | Carbs: 38g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 95mg