Last week of 2023. Second year-end since the blog started covering weekly lifelogs in earnest. The year that held: Mateo being born (already one year old, walking, saying "Abu!"), Carmen retiring, the aides at Mami's, the notebook, a garden hose incident, David's new job offer, the tomato canning.
I made lentils. The traditional Nochevieja dish. Same recipe as always. The chorizo, the potato, the cumin, the vinegar at the end. I made a double batch because Sofía was coming over Saturday to finish studying for her final exam and because Jenny had asked for a container.
I spent Thursday writing the last three recipes of the first notebook: mofongo, pinchos, and tres leches. I had been saving them for the end. The mofongo chapter took me four pages. The pinchos were easier — one page, with margin notes about charcoal versus gas. The tres leches took three pages because I wanted to include the original recipe and the variation I have made for thirty years (mine is less sweet, more rum, because I serve it to adults primarily). The notebook is closed. Volume one. Thirty-two recipes. Not thirty-five. Close enough. I will start volume two in January.
Friday I brought the notebook to Mami. I showed her the last recipe. She held the notebook in her lap for a long time. She read slowly. She turned pages. She ran her fingers over some of my handwriting. At the end she said, "Carmen, this is the book I should have written." I said, "Mami, it is our book." She said, "No. It is your book. But I am in it." She handed it back. She said, "Make copies. Make many copies. Do not lose it." I said, "Yes, Mami."
Saturday afternoon Sofía came with her anatomy textbook. She studied. I cooked. I fed her dinner at 7 PM. She fell asleep on the couch for an hour. She woke up. She said, "Ma, I think I am going to pass the final." I said, "Mija, you are going to be an excellent nurse." She said, "I hope." I said, "No, mija. I know. You are going to be excellent. I see it already. You have the hands."
Sunday was the last day of 2023. I wrote this blog post in the morning with the notebook next to me and the sun coming through the kitchen window and Eduardo eating toast and Mami on FaceTime in the background because Carmen the aide wanted us to see her for the countdown we were building toward. 2023 is closing. The notebook is closed. The next year is coming. Wepa.
The lentils were for Nochevieja — tradition, warmth, the ritual of it — but the spirit behind them is the same one I bring to any big pot I make at the end of a year: something layered, something slow, something you share. Seafood gumbo carries that same weight for me. You build it the same way you build a year — roux first, patience second, everything else in its time. With the notebook closed, Sofía fed, and Mami’s voice on FaceTime filling the kitchen, a dish like this one is exactly right: deeply flavored, made for a table full of people, and never quite the same twice.
Seafood Gumbo
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 50 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour 10 minutes | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 1/3 cup vegetable oil
- 1/3 cup all-purpose flour
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 1 green bell pepper, diced
- 3 stalks celery, diced
- 4 cloves garlic, minced
- 1/2 lb andouille sausage, sliced into rounds
- 1 can (14.5 oz) diced tomatoes, with juices
- 4 cups seafood stock (or chicken broth)
- 2 cups water
- 1 cup frozen sliced okra
- 1 bay leaf
- 2 tsp Cajun seasoning
- 1 tsp dried thyme
- 1/2 tsp smoked paprika
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- 1 lb large shrimp, peeled and deveined
- 1/2 lb lump crab meat, picked for shells
- 1/2 lb bay scallops (optional)
- Cooked white rice, for serving
- 3 green onions, sliced, for garnish
- Fresh flat-leaf parsley, chopped, for garnish
Instructions
- Build the roux. In a large heavy-bottomed pot or Dutch oven, heat vegetable oil over medium heat. Whisk in the flour and stir constantly for 10–15 minutes until the roux turns a deep brown color, like dark chocolate. Do not walk away — it can burn quickly.
- Sauté the trinity. Add the onion, bell pepper, and celery to the roux. Cook, stirring frequently, for 5–6 minutes until softened. Add the garlic and cook 1 minute more until fragrant.
- Brown the sausage. Add the andouille sausage slices and stir them into the vegetables. Cook for 3–4 minutes until the sausage begins to render and edges lightly brown.
- Add the liquid base. Pour in the diced tomatoes, seafood stock, and water. Stir to incorporate, scraping up any bits from the bottom of the pot. Add the bay leaf, Cajun seasoning, thyme, smoked paprika, salt, and black pepper.
- Simmer and add okra. Bring to a boil, then reduce heat to medium-low. Add the frozen okra. Simmer uncovered for 20 minutes, stirring occasionally, until the gumbo thickens and the flavors meld.
- Add the seafood. Stir in the shrimp, crab meat, and scallops if using. Cook for 4–5 minutes, just until the shrimp are pink and opaque throughout. Do not overcook. Remove the bay leaf.
- Serve. Ladle the gumbo over cooked white rice in wide bowls. Garnish with sliced green onions and fresh parsley. Serve immediately.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 27g | Fat: 13g | Carbs: 19g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 840mg