Kezia's recommendation letter was submitted this week. Three letters total, from me and from her culinary arts teacher at the high school and from the chef at a restaurant downtown where she did a summer stage in July. When I wrote mine I told the committee the truth: that I have been teaching this young woman in an informal kitchen since she was fourteen years old, that she arrived with a notebook already in her pocket, that she has developed a command of foundational technique alongside a genuine understanding of what food is for — not just as sustenance but as language, as memory, as the primary way this family and this community have always said I see you and you belong here. I said: if you are looking for a student who already understands what cooking is about at the deepest level, this is that student. Take her. I signed it with my full name and the title Sister Odalys assigned me without my permission last year: Founder and Head Cook, Bernice's Table Community Meal, New Hope AME Church, Tuscaloosa, Alabama.
She asked to see the letter. I let her read it. She read it twice. Then she folded it and gave it back to me and said, thank you. She said it simply and I received it simply and that was the entire transaction and it was right. Some moments are complete in one word.
Caleb is two months old. He smiled at me on Sunday. CJ says it is a gas smile, not a real smile. I say CJ is wrong and also should not apply that theory to his grandmother specifically.
When I was writing Kezia’s letter and searching for the right words to describe what she had learned, I kept coming back to the dish I remember her making the first time she really understood what it meant to taste as you go — these pumpkin mashed potatoes, which she thought were just potatoes until she realized the warmth underneath came from something she hadn’t expected. That is still how I think about teaching: you hand someone something familiar and wait for the moment they notice the depth in it. We have served these at Bernice’s Table more times than I can count, in every season that called for something grounding, and I wanted to leave this here alongside that letter as a small record of what we have been doing together in that kitchen all these years.
Pumpkin Mashed Potatoes
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 40 minutes | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 3 pounds russet potatoes, peeled and cut into 2-inch chunks
- 1 cup pure pumpkin puree (not pie filling)
- 4 tablespoons unsalted butter, cut into pieces
- 1/2 cup whole milk or heavy cream, warmed
- 3 cloves garlic, smashed and peeled
- 1 teaspoon kosher salt, plus more for the cooking water
- 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
- 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
- 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon
- 2 tablespoons sour cream (optional, for extra richness)
- Fresh chives or flat-leaf parsley, chopped, for serving
Instructions
- Boil the potatoes. Place the potato chunks and smashed garlic cloves in a large pot and cover with cold, well-salted water. Bring to a boil over high heat, then reduce to a steady simmer. Cook for 18 to 22 minutes, until a fork slides through the largest piece without resistance. Drain thoroughly and return to the warm pot for 1 to 2 minutes to let any remaining moisture steam off.
- Mash until smooth. Use a potato masher or ricer to mash the potatoes and garlic together while they are still hot. Work quickly — overworked potatoes turn gluey. Mash until no large lumps remain but do not overdo it.
- Fold in the pumpkin. Add the pumpkin puree and stir to combine fully. The mixture will turn a warm amber color. This is the moment to taste — the pumpkin should be present but not dominant.
- Add butter and cream. Add the butter pieces and pour in the warmed milk or cream gradually, stirring after each addition until the potatoes reach your preferred consistency. Add the sour cream if using. You may not need all of the cream — stop when the texture is creamy and holds a soft peak.
- Season and finish. Stir in the salt, pepper, nutmeg, and cinnamon. Taste and adjust. The spices should whisper, not shout. Transfer to a warm serving bowl, make a small well in the center, tuck in an extra pat of butter, and finish with fresh chives or parsley.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 265 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 9g | Carbs: 42g | Fiber: 4g | Sodium: 390mg