Pulmonary rehab making a difference. Diane says my breathing patterns are compensatory — lungs working around the damage the way a river works around a rock. The exercises teach them to work through instead of around, and through is more efficient.
Made potato soup Friday. Potatoes cubed and boiled in chicken stock, half mashed in the pot, the rest chunky. Butter. Cream. Fried bacon. Shredded cheddar. Green onions. A bowl of potato soup on a Friday in January is a statement that the cold can do its worst.
Drove to Evarts. Betty was fine — her permanent condition until she isn't. Making vegetable soup from canned goods: canned tomatoes, green beans, corn, potato, onion, beef broth. Soup from nothing, Betty's superpower. I ate a bowl and it was good in the way a mother's food is always good regardless of ingredients, because the ingredient that matters most is her.
Didn't tell Betty about the bronchitis. Can't. Won't. She watched Earl cough for thirty years and she doesn't need to watch me cough too. Some burdens you spare your mother from even when she's the strongest person you've met, because strength doesn't mean you should carry everything, it means you can, and the difference between can and should is where love lives.
That Friday soup wasn’t complicated — it didn’t need to be. Half the potatoes mashed right in the pot, the other half left chunky, bacon fried and crumbled on top, cheddar melting into the cream: it was the kind of thing you make when you need the kitchen to feel like it’s on your side. After pulmonary rehab and the quiet weight of keeping things from Betty, a bowl like this is less a recipe than a declaration. Here’s the version I keep coming back to.
Loaded Potato Soup
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 35 min | Total Time: 50 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 2 1/2 lbs russet potatoes, peeled and cubed (about 3/4-inch pieces)
- 4 cups chicken stock
- 6 slices thick-cut bacon
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 3 tablespoons unsalted butter
- 1 cup heavy cream
- 1 cup shredded sharp cheddar cheese, plus more for topping
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- 3 green onions, sliced thin, for topping
- Sour cream for serving (optional)
Instructions
- Fry the bacon. In a large heavy pot or Dutch oven over medium heat, cook bacon until crisp, about 8–10 minutes. Transfer to a paper-towel-lined plate and crumble when cool. Pour off all but 1 tablespoon of the bacon drippings.
- Soften the aromatics. Add butter to the pot with the reserved drippings over medium heat. Add the diced onion and cook until softened, about 5 minutes. Add the garlic and cook 1 minute more, stirring constantly.
- Simmer the potatoes. Add the cubed potatoes and chicken stock. Bring to a boil, then reduce heat to a steady simmer. Cook uncovered until potatoes are completely tender, about 18–20 minutes.
- Mash half the pot. Using a potato masher or the back of a large spoon, mash roughly half the potatoes directly in the pot, leaving the rest chunky. This builds the thick, creamy base without losing texture.
- Add the cream and cheese. Reduce heat to low. Stir in the heavy cream and smoked paprika. Add the shredded cheddar a handful at a time, stirring until fully melted after each addition. Season generously with salt and black pepper.
- Finish and serve. Ladle into bowls and top each serving with crumbled bacon, extra shredded cheddar, sliced green onions, and a dollop of sour cream if using. Serve immediately.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 480 | Protein: 16g | Fat: 28g | Carbs: 42g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 720mg