The week after the book launch. The world knows about Amma's sambar now. Strangers are making it. Reviews keep coming. A podcast invited me to talk about immigrant food and preservation. I said yes and recorded it from the rocking chair while Rohan napped.
But here, in Edison, the world hasn't changed. Amma came on Saturday. She sat at the island. She asked what day it was. She asked twice. She didn't mention the book.
She may have forgotten the book launch. The launch was two weeks ago and her short-term memory is a sieve now — things that happen this week may not exist next week. The disease takes the new and keeps the old. She remembers sambar but not the book about sambar.
I don't remind her. What would be the point? To say: remember, Amma, you held the book and said 'our book' and stood beside me while I signed copies? To force a memory that the disease has already processed and discarded?
Instead: I cooked. Her kootu. The chayote version. Mine now, fully mine, the dish she gave me with five words: 'It's yours now.' I made it while she sat and watched and the watching was enough.
Anaya, five, has started reading the book. Not the whole thing — the recipes. She opens it to page forty-three (the sambar) and reads the ingredients aloud like a incantation. 'Toor dal. Tamarind. Tomato. Drumstick.' She is memorizing the sambar the way other children memorize fairy tales.
The book is in the world. The book's subject is in my kitchen, forgetting the book, making chai, asking what day it is.
Both things. The fame and the forgetting. The sambar on bookshelves and the sambar in the pot.
I made filter coffee. Two cups. One for me, one for Amma. She drank it without asking about the order. A good day.
The filter coffee that morning wasn’t complicated — it never is, on the good days. Two cups, no questions, just the sound of pouring and the smell of something that predates both of us. I’ve been thinking about how a latte is, at its core, the same gesture: warmth in a cup, made for someone, handed over without ceremony. If you don’t have a filter coffee setup, this Easy Latte comes as close as anything on a Western counter can — strong, milky, quietly sustaining. Make two. You never know who might sit down beside you.
Easy Latte
Prep Time: 2 minutes | Cook Time: 5 minutes | Total Time: 7 minutes | Servings: 1
Ingredients
- 1/2 cup strongly brewed coffee or 2 shots espresso
- 3/4 cup whole milk (or oat milk for a dairy-free version)
- 1 teaspoon sugar or sweetener of choice (optional)
- Pinch of ground cardamom (optional, for a South Indian note)
Instructions
- Brew the coffee. Brew 1/2 cup of very strong coffee using your preferred method — a French press, stovetop moka pot, or espresso machine all work well. Set aside.
- Heat the milk. Pour the milk into a small saucepan over medium heat. Warm until steaming but not boiling, about 3–4 minutes, stirring gently. Do not let it scorch.
- Froth if desired. Use a handheld milk frother, a jar with a lid shaken vigorously, or simply whisk briskly to create a light foam on the surface of the warm milk.
- Combine. Pour the hot coffee into a mug. Add sugar or cardamom if using and stir to dissolve. Pour the steamed milk over the coffee slowly, holding back the foam with a spoon, then spoon the foam on top.
- Serve immediately. Hand the cup to someone without asking if they want it. They want it.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 110 | Protein: 6g | Fat: 4g | Carbs: 12g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 85mg
Priya Krishnamurthy
Edison, New Jersey
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