Chocolate Caramel Cheesecake

Gary turned fifty-three on a Saturday and we celebrated the way he prefers, which is to say: quietly, with good food, without making too large a fuss. He's not a fuss person. He never has been. He would genuinely rather have one excellent meal at a table with people he loves than any amount of party-making or public celebration. After thirty years together I have finally, mostly, stopped trying to surprise him with gatherings he didn't ask for.

I cooked all day. Not for an elaborate party — just for us and Ethan's family and Olivia and Mason, who drove up for the weekend. Seven people at the new dining table, which seats ten, so there was comfortable elbow room for the first time in years of Larson family dinners. I made Gary's actual favorites: cioppino, because he grew up near the coast and it is the dish he asks for most when given free rein; sourdough bread from the starter I've been keeping alive for eleven years; and a chocolate bourbon pecan pie for dessert, which is not traditionally a birthday cake but is absolutely what he wanted.

Olivia looked radiant in the particular way that second trimester announces itself — the tiredness of the first weeks replaced by something glowing and settled. She ate two bowls of cioppino and half the bread, which I found deeply satisfying to witness. Mason kept refilling her water glass without being asked, which told me everything I needed to know about how this pregnancy is going.

Clara sang Happy Birthday to Grandpa with complete seriousness, ending with a flourish that she clearly invented on the spot. Henry, who has been walking for a few months now but is still figuring out furniture, used Gary's knee as a stepping stone to reach the table edge and was very pleased with himself. Gary held him on his lap through the pie course and I watched my husband at fifty-three, flour dusted and slightly cioppino-stained, holding this small heavy grandchild and looking — there is no other word — content.

I don't know what fifty-three looks like from the outside. From the inside, watching Gary, it looks like a man who has built exactly the life he wanted and has the grace to know it.

Gary got his chocolate bourbon pecan pie that night — every last crumb of it — and I wouldn’t have changed a thing about that meal. But in the weeks since, I’ve been thinking about what I’d make for the next celebration, the one where maybe I want something I can prep a day ahead while the bread dough is rising. This Chocolate Caramel Cheesecake has become exactly that: rich enough to feel like an occasion, layered enough to feel like effort, and the kind of dessert that looks beautiful on a table where a small boy is using his grandfather’s knee as a stepping stone.

Prep Time: 30 minutes | Cook Time: 1 hour 10 minutes | Total Time: 5 hours 40 minutes (includes chilling) | Servings: 12

Ingredients

Crust:
2 cups chocolate graham cracker crumbs (about 16 crackers)
1/4 cup granulated sugar
6 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted
Caramel Layer:
1 cup granulated sugar
1/4 cup water
1/2 cup heavy cream, warmed
3 tablespoons unsalted butter
1/2 teaspoon flaky sea salt
Chocolate Cheesecake Filling:
24 oz (3 packages) full-fat cream cheese, room temperature
1 cup granulated sugar
1/2 cup sour cream, room temperature
1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
3 large eggs, room temperature
8 oz semi-sweet chocolate, melted and slightly cooled
2 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder
Chocolate Ganache Topping:
4 oz semi-sweet chocolate, finely chopped
1/2 cup heavy cream
1 tablespoon unsalted butter

Instructions

Prepare the crust. Preheat oven to 325°F. Mix chocolate graham cracker crumbs, sugar, and melted butter until the texture resembles wet sand. Press firmly into the bottom and 1 inch up the sides of a 9-inch springform pan. Bake for 10 minutes, then set aside to cool.
Make the caramel. Combine sugar and water in a medium saucepan over medium-high heat. Cook without stirring until the mixture turns a deep amber color, 8–10 minutes. Remove from heat and carefully whisk in the warm cream (it will bubble vigorously). Stir in butter and sea salt until smooth. Pour 3/4 of the caramel over the cooled crust and refrigerate for 20 minutes. Reserve remaining caramel for drizzling.
Make the cheesecake filling. Beat cream cheese and sugar on medium speed until smooth and fluffy, about 3 minutes. Scrape down the sides of the bowl. Add sour cream and vanilla, mixing until combined. Add eggs one at a time, mixing on low after each addition just until incorporated — do not overmix. Fold in melted chocolate and cocoa powder until the batter is smooth and uniform.
Bake in a water bath. Wrap the outside of the springform pan tightly in two layers of heavy-duty foil. Pour the cheesecake batter over the chilled caramel layer. Place the pan inside a large roasting pan and fill the roasting pan with hot water until it reaches 1 inch up the sides of the springform pan. Bake at 325°F for 55–65 minutes, until the edges are set and the center still has a slight jiggle.
Cool gradually. Turn off the oven, crack the door open, and let the cheesecake rest in the oven for 1 hour. Remove from the water bath, run a thin knife around the edge, and cool to room temperature. Refrigerate for at least 4 hours or overnight.
Make the ganache. Place chopped chocolate in a heatproof bowl. Heat heavy cream in a small saucepan until it just begins to simmer, then pour over the chocolate. Let sit 2 minutes, then stir until smooth. Stir in butter. Let cool for 10 minutes until slightly thickened.
Finish and serve. Pour ganache over the chilled cheesecake, letting it drizzle down the sides. Drizzle the reserved caramel over the top. Refrigerate for 20 minutes to set. Release the springform, slice with a warm dry knife, and serve.

Nutrition (per serving)

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