The countdown to the storefront. Three months. June 1st. The lease is signed, the space is being prepped (paint, equipment, the build-out that turns an empty room into a kitchen), and I'm working two jobs: dental hygienist Monday through Friday, Sarah's Table on weekends, and storefront planning in every spare minute. The spare minutes are: 5 AM before the kids wake up, 9 PM after the kids are asleep, and the twelve minutes of my lunch break that aren't consumed by pumping — wait, I'm not pumping anymore. Elijah is three. The pumping era is over. The twelve minutes are mine. The twelve minutes are now storefront minutes.
The build-out: the space needs everything. A commercial stove (found one used, $2,400 — Wanda's husband installs restaurant equipment and he's doing it for free because Wanda told him to and Wanda's husband is a wise man who does what Wanda tells him). A display case for the cornbread and the Bites (found one on Facebook Marketplace, $800, arrives next week). A dining counter with six stools (custom, ordered from a carpenter in East Nashville, $1,200, the single most expensive piece of furniture I've ever bought and will ever buy). The menu board (Chloe is designing it — of course she is). The sign: "Sarah's Table" in Chloe's logo — the table with the skillet and the steam, now being produced by a sign company for $600.
Total build-out cost: approximately $8,000. Where the money comes from: Sarah's Table revenue ($4,000 saved), a small personal loan ($3,000 from my credit union — the second debt, the second investment), and $1,000 from Mama. Mama gave me $1,000. She wrote a check. She said: "This is Earline's money." Earline's money. Lorraine has been saving. Lorraine has been putting money aside — Kroger pennies, Social Security pennies, the pennies of a woman who never had enough but always had some — and she saved $1,000 and she's giving it to me and she's calling it Earline's money because the money is for the cornbread and the cornbread is Earline's and everything that comes from the cornbread belongs, in some way, to the woman who made the first one.
I cried. Obviously. Mama said: "Stop crying and go build your restaurant." Stop crying. Go build. The five-word Lorraine Mitchell business plan.
I made cornbread in the new space — not the finished space, the in-progress space. I brought Earline's skillet to the empty room on Gallatin Pike and I lit the used commercial stove (it works — Wanda's husband confirmed) and I made one pan of cornbread in the skeleton of Sarah's Table the storefront. The first cornbread in the church. The first bread on the altar. The cornbread was perfect. The space was empty. The perfect and the empty existed at the same time and the cornbread filled the empty the way cornbread fills everything: with heat and smell and the promise that this place will be full. This place will be full of people and food and the sound of strangers becoming family. This place will be home. The cornbread says so. The cornbread has never been wrong.
I didn’t bake cookies the day I made cornbread in the skeleton of the storefront — that day belonged entirely to Earline. But there’s another kind of baking I’ve been doing in the margins of this build-out, in those 5 AM hours before the kids wake up, just to keep my hands moving and my heart steady: these chewy granola cookies, the same batch I’ve been making since Elijah was small enough to eat them in halves. They’re not on the Sarah’s Table menu, but they’re part of the story — the recipe I reach for when I need to remember that good things come from simple ingredients, patient hands, and a kitchen that’s willing to hold you.
Chewy Granola Cookies
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 12 min | Total Time: 27 min | Servings: 24 cookies
Ingredients
- 1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened
- 3/4 cup packed light brown sugar
- 1/4 cup granulated sugar
- 2 large eggs
- 2 teaspoons pure vanilla extract
- 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
- 1 teaspoon baking soda
- 1/2 teaspoon fine salt
- 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon
- 2 cups old-fashioned rolled oats
- 1 cup granola (your favorite store-bought or homemade)
- 3/4 cup raisins or dried cranberries
- 1/2 cup chopped walnuts or pecans (optional)
Instructions
- Preheat — and prep your pans. Heat your oven to 350°F. Line two baking sheets with parchment paper and set aside.
- Cream the butter and sugars. In a large bowl, beat the softened butter, brown sugar, and granulated sugar together with a hand mixer or stand mixer on medium speed until light and fluffy, about 3 minutes. Don’t rush this step — the fluffiness is where the chew comes from.
- Add eggs and vanilla. Add the eggs one at a time, beating well after each addition. Mix in the vanilla extract until fully combined.
- Combine the dry ingredients. In a separate bowl, whisk together the flour, baking soda, salt, and cinnamon. Add the dry mixture to the butter mixture and stir until just combined — do not overmix.
- Fold in the oats and granola. Using a wooden spoon or spatula, fold in the rolled oats, granola, raisins or dried cranberries, and nuts if using. The dough will be thick and hearty.
- Scoop and space. Drop rounded tablespoons of dough onto the prepared baking sheets, spacing them about 2 inches apart. Gently press each mound down just slightly with your palm — these won’t spread much on their own.
- Bake until golden. Bake for 11–13 minutes, until the edges are golden brown and the centers look just set. They will firm up as they cool — pull them when they still look slightly underdone in the middle for maximum chew.
- Cool and keep. Let the cookies rest on the baking sheet for 5 minutes before transferring to a wire rack. Store in an airtight container at room temperature for up to 5 days — if they last that long.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 185 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 9g | Carbs: 24g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 95mg